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try hard

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read a lot of books never learned enough got a lot of friends count em on my toes tell a little joke make a little prayer walk along with me let me know i'm here i hold my own hands now i've held them for some time waking up alone you're in the other room hear you through the wall hum a little tune i hold my own hands now i've held them for some time blocks of colour, rays of light stack together what feels right i hold my own hands now i've held them for some time
2.
helmet song 01:14
i always wear a helmet cause i never know when i'm gonna fall it doesn't do much but it's better than nothing at all and i don't wanna die i'm not ready to die i'm not ready to say good bye i always wear a helmet cause you never know when you're gonna slip your brains on the pavement and your blood on the ground and that's it and i know it's not good to be scared i'm not trying to make you scared i just like to be prepared
3.
movie life 01:57
life is a movie you can watch in heaven when you're dead my life is a story book she said everything means so much! everything means so much! write me a letter and i'll write you back next week i'll write a song about things when i can't speak everything means so much! everything means so much! and i once stopped talking cause i didn't wanna be a liar take the truth take the truth take the truth seriously and nothing truly bad has ever happened to me but everyone i love is a part of my body everything means so much! everything means so much! and i'm sorry that i didn't respond when you told me you loved me it didn't seem right to put that into words everything means so much! everything means so much! and life is a movie you can watch in heaven when you're dead
4.
perfect day 01:04
potato chips and ice cream why can' this be a perfect day there are ghosts that haunt the living we try to scare the ghosts away things that happened affect the way i talk to you now thing i did affect how we don't really talk anymore everything is endless everything contains an end maybe it would have been better if i let you be my friend things get lost when we try to hard to find them it's not so bad we're still learning how to try things can change and it's nice to be reminded it's not so bad maybe there are perfect days in store
5.
go home 01:22
finding funny ways to waste sunny days i should try a bit harder nights last extra long hard to keep putting on a smile when i don't really mean it if i went out i'd just wanna go home am i missing out what is life about i should be out in the sun can i take a break is this a mistake i don't miss anybody if i went out i'd just wanna go home
6.
heart beat 01:37
i get so excited when you're around and i thought i heard your heartbeat but it was just my heartbeat i've been having daydreams i think of you and i have trouble concentrating i should be concentrating how can i know how you're feeling? i wear a watch with a second hand so i can check my pulse i'm still alive although there are times when my heart beats faster i thought i heard your heartbeat but it was just my heartbeat
7.
i'm fine 01:20
i don't wanna tell you why i'm crying it seems too cliche laugh at myself can't take anything too seriously ask me how i'm doing i'm fine i don't wanna tell you how i'm feeling but i also kinda do guess it depends on if you wanna hear it too ask me how i'm doin i'm fine
8.
i called you up to tell you i was ok the bus went by i waited in the rain you laughed and said i looked so annoyed when i told you that i was hung up on a crush on a boy kevin we talk almost all the time you say i deserve someone who'll make up their mind we work the door at sajia's show i hang out at your work all day the coolest thing about him is that i like him you say you call me in the middle of this song reminding me there's nothing wrong with me
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moon 00:58
i just wanna talk about the moon w you something in the sky i just wanna be in the same room as you letting out a sigh! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! i just wanna tell you what i've been up to what is on my mind ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! maybe if you wanted to then i would too mmmmmmmmmmm
10.
i don't need to find my way back home take it with me wherever i go there is the ocean, salt and foam i'll dive under freeze me to the bone you be the water and i'll be the water we'll take bets and you won't let me win we'll be here but we'll know where we've been you be the sand and i'll be the sand i have this fantasy i have this daydream that when we're together we're part of the same thing
11.
let's believe in space we don't need to breathe to live we don't need the air in our lungs don't believe in lies you will never feel safe in them you will always gasp for air you are not alone things you've had to learn by doing things you've had to learn the hard way think of who you always wanted to be think of who you never wanted to be take care of yourself you deserve a place among the stars you deserve a place among angels it's getting colder outside i turn the heat up and stay in at night i put my hand out the window there are different ways to be happy this could be a way to be happy

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released August 5, 2016

celina okay: keys+vocals+songs
cb ellis: drums+recording+mixing

mastered by julian marrs

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