who cursed me then cured me

by future star

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a journey through.....my feelings!!!!

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released December 4, 2017

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future star Vancouver, British Columbia

STILL NOT FAMOUS

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july 29//lunchtime band at girls rock camp victoria

aug 17// w chris cresswell of the flatliners @ fox cabaret

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Track Name: wifi password
someday
i'm not gonna know the password
to your wifi
and i'll have to ask somebody
or maybe you

but maybe we will not be speaking
or it's just awkward
and that's not easy

i know that the future is difficult to predict
however, forever is highly unlikely and probability

i won't know what you are up to
i might bump in to you on the street
when you ask what's new there will be too much to say

hoping everything is as it should be
someday i will learn from my mistakes
we are together forever right now
i will try hard to embrace what i'm lucky to have
Track Name: patterns keep repeating
something used to fit but it won't fit anymore
learning isn't comfortable it's sometimes a bore
practicing a thing you haven't practiced before

i forget the reason why i couldn't tell a secret to you
patterns keep repeating think i've done this thing already
feeling tired of the way i make things harder for myself
feel like you are getting tired of the way i make things harder for myself

if i could i would
i can't so i won't
i try all the time
all i do is try
Track Name: tap out
waiting for something to happen and something to end
wasting my energy a slow leak of oxygen
i make an effort to live in the moment
i have been carrying bricks in my pockets

turn off the
kitchen light
when you go to sleep at night

try to make all interactions have personal meaning
try to remember each person i'm meeting
my mind is a room and the room has a ceiling
i don't have room to process these feelings

blocks of time
all blacked out
i gave in
i tapped out
Track Name: i don't want you to look back and decide this was some kind of experience
take apart a piece of clothing
learning how it fits together
recreate it from a picture
if i think i can remember

i don't really know how to do this at all

i don't want you to look back
decide that this was just some kind of
experience bad or good and
i said we are good at talking

i don't wanna hurt you/don't wanna make me cry

sometimes it feels like you're making me choose
between a rock and a hard place
between myself and you
Track Name: sometimes i need you sometimes i need me
i wake up it's hard to get out of bed sometimes i help myself get out of bed
i look in the mirror sometimes it's hard to look in the mirror it's hard

i listen to crying i wear what i wanna wear i tell myself i'm doing okay
i distract myself with little things sometimes i need you but sometimes i need me

i get home i cry when i get home it's been a long day i let myself cry when i get home
i make myself dinner i let myself take it slow i take it slow

i listen to carly i make myself comfy i tell myself i'm doing okay
i write a song when i feel like i wanna and sometimes i need you but sometimes i need me
Track Name: i wanna travel back in time and tell you this joke that i made up
i wanna travel back in time and tell you this joke that i made up

it feels like i'm holding on to a secret that's indecipherable to anyone but me and you

maybe i'm wrong about this

i wanna travel back in time and tell you this joke that i made up
Track Name: fall asleep/in a dream
video a telephone a message on a screen
see your face i hear your voice i get the things you mean
you say when i turn it off i'm still inside your head
so when all the lights are out i think of you instead

i am in your arms you sleep right beside me
keep me safe from all the things that i worry
i did wrong i count my breaths til i fall asleep
fall asleep

i am working on the moments when i need to leave
i've been making choices things i want and things i need
i am always learning how to take a little break
you remind me that there is a breath i need to take

you remind me i should turn off the lights and
i close my eyes and remember that sometimes
when i'm sleeping you will come to me in a dream
in a dream
Track Name: suddenly there you are
sometimes you wake up suddenly there you
open up your eyes suddenly there's a star
suddenly you know you've been working so hard
light in the distance isn't so far

sometimes i'm amazed at the things i can do
take a moment think of how things can be new
sometimes positivity doesn't feel like it's true
sometimes it does i feel that way too
sometimes things work i hope that they do

i have done it once i know i'll do it once again
once again i'll do it i can do it once again

sometimes you wake up suddenly there you are
open up your eyes suddenly there's a star
suddenly you know you've been working so hard

light in the distance isn't so far

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